I... [ An uncertain smile, a little shift on his feet. ] If I'm being honest, I am accustomed to giving gifts, but not so much receiving them, so it isn't expected. I'm just pleased to provide.
[ That is what's traditional in his head. Provide. Without expectation. And in turn you will be loved. ]
[The phrasing doesn't escape him. Though the idea of someone providing Stolas with anything is...strangely endearing. He's never had that before considering he was rich beyond measure back home. If he wanted something, he simply bought it.
Admittedly, the one thing he could never buy was love and genuine affection. Everything had been so... forced back home.]
I think I need to change that and start giving you gifts in return.
[He smiles a little.]
Nothing lavish, just...tokens of affection I think. I'd hate for you to think I don't appreciate what you provide for me.
I think you would have to try very hard to give me that impression. [ Which would mean it would be very obvious that Gold either screwed up royally, or something else is going on. ] And...I might be a little uncertain how to respond to it, but that is more my failing.
[ There is some momentary hesitation, then he offers his hand. He's still a little shaky on initiating physical contact; he'd rather it be visibly clear he is asking for it. ]
I would? Well, I can't see any reason why I would try. [Stolas feels that he's more likely to screw things up than Gold so, he really hopes he never gives off the impression that he doesn't appreciate him. Even accidentally.]
Then it's a growing experience for both of us. I need to try not to over do it and you simply need to work on accepting. Otherwise, it might feel a little lopsided I suppose?
[He's not sure how to really explain it...but both of them putting effort in is what he's trying to get at. Stolas quickly notices the hesitation and then the offered hand. He smiles a bit more as he gently puts his hand in Golds. It never ceases to amaze him just how different they are and yet, how well they get along.]
[ Solas is pretty easy to read. But that just tells him that Solas, like him, may not be very accustomed to being treated. At least out of affection as opposed to convention. ]
All I mean to say is there is no obligation...but that is what makes it more special. And perhaps more of a surprise.
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[ That is what's traditional in his head. Provide. Without expectation. And in turn you will be loved. ]
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Admittedly, the one thing he could never buy was love and genuine affection. Everything had been so... forced back home.]
I think I need to change that and start giving you gifts in return.
[He smiles a little.]
Nothing lavish, just...tokens of affection I think. I'd hate for you to think I don't appreciate what you provide for me.
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[ There is some momentary hesitation, then he offers his hand. He's still a little shaky on initiating physical contact; he'd rather it be visibly clear he is asking for it. ]
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Then it's a growing experience for both of us. I need to try not to over do it and you simply need to work on accepting. Otherwise, it might feel a little lopsided I suppose?
[He's not sure how to really explain it...but both of them putting effort in is what he's trying to get at. Stolas quickly notices the hesitation and then the offered hand. He smiles a bit more as he gently puts his hand in Golds. It never ceases to amaze him just how different they are and yet, how well they get along.]
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All I mean to say is there is no obligation...but that is what makes it more special. And perhaps more of a surprise.